Fear

I fear so much. I fear failure at every level of my life. I fear my wife will leave me. I fear I will be exposed as a complete fraud. I fear I will never become anything. I fear that I will never have success. I fear that I will never play my best disc golf. I fear that I will never throw a disc 140 meters. I fear I will not make enough money. I fear I will never find a job that I can be happy with. I fear I will waste my life. I fear I will never write anything meaningful. I fear I will never be able to commit to anything, so I will never be really good at anything. I fear I will live my life in fear. I fear that fear will get the better of me and that I will completely drown in terror.